About ME *Y 
my one and only GIRL *
Tan Jing Wen ♣ 26 June 1989* ♣ loves Beverly Lim only* ♣ Cancer  *Ah Tan* 
*Ah Lim* 
*Two of us* 
SOULS *Y ★ **亲爱的 DEAR** ★ Xiao Wei ★ Angel ★ Yzanne ★ Kelvin ah boy ★ Rachel ★ Sabrina ★ Kelly ★ Chanel ★ Jolene ★ Jing Ting ★ Jing Yi ★ Jing Jie ★ Yvonne ★ Jasslynn justTHREEwordsINmyHEART iLOVEyou* SCREAM;TALK *Y Memories *Y 
January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 January 2009 March 2009 
Music PLEASE *Y Dui Bu Qi - Wang Zi 对不起 多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几 又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意 有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系 放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心 有时候你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作 有时候你会装作不懂 默默地留一些空间给我 这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学著让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起 别赌气别任性别放弃 请你相信我我会更加珍惜 请你相信我我会呵护著你 小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运 疼爱的想念的都是你 请你相信一个这样的我 请原谅我对不起对不起 |
Monday, January 21, 2008 back to blogging.. life for me seems to be so complicated for me.. it will nv be solved.. no matter is r/s or family.. things getting worst.. i'm tired.. yet i don wan to give up.. things holding me back.. i just hope someone could just take my hand and walk down.. someone to treat me gd.. don hurt me anymore.. i'm hurt enough! :( failure in r/s.. not once.. but many times.. i really need someone to be by my side.. to be there for me.. show me more care and concern.. :( pls! stop threatening me anymore! i had enough! u do all this is just to let me feel hatred not love.. i told u.. tt i don love u anymore.. i love bev.. pls stop all this tt cause me trouble! if u cant get me don use this JIAN ways.. i wont return! mummy .. i noe i'm useless..i noe i not xiao shun enough..i noe u give in to me alot le.. thanks for been so understanding.. i don wan to lose u all,my precious family.. i love u all alot.. in another hand i don wan to lose my love one.. which is bev.. thanks for letting us tog.. i will do my best to change.. i'm sorry mummy.. i don wan u sad and disappointed anymore.. :( Dearest... i'm sorry to let u feel this way.. i just dono wad to do.. i'm just stressed.. i'm afraid to lose u yet i cant do anything.. i wan to tell u tt i really love you.. it breaks my hrt to see u like tt.. when i hug u.. i just hope u could hug me too.. i'm tearing soon but i'm controlling.. i don wan u to ignore me.. i noe u care but.. i'm afraid u will get too stressed up.. den u give up.. end up i left nth.. i'm worried.. i'm sorry for nt expressing myself to u.. i dono how to tell u.. each day by each day i'm getting afraid.. i cant do anything cos we are not officialy tog.. 2 mths.. i'm waiting.. still waitin for e day u are mine.. trust me.. wo shi zhen de hen ai ni.. bu yao fang qi hao mah? :( 我爱你 Lim Su Fen Beverly! |