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Tan Jing Wen ♣ 26 June 1989* ♣ loves Beverly Lim only* ♣ Cancer ![]() *Ah Tan*
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Music PLEASE *Y Dui Bu Qi - Wang Zi 对不起 多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几 又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意 有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系 放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心 有时候你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作 有时候你会装作不懂 默默地留一些空间给我 这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂听你的心 回想这过去我学著让你更安心 别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起 别赌气别任性别放弃 请你相信我我会更加珍惜 请你相信我我会呵护著你 小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运 疼爱的想念的都是你 请你相信一个这样的我 请原谅我对不起对不起 |
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 haha.. happy ending! went raffles place.. pei dear go interview.. :) den went to fashion pals find vivien.. dear was standing outside and gigi shouted.. saying wad "FAN JIAN ah!" lol.. dear heard e 2nd one.. wad xia lan de.. stupid lahs.. wan scold me might as well talk in front of me.. don talk behind my back.. tsk tsk.. den dear make fun of her voice.. haha! den went down PS.. had OYSTER MEE SUA! dear scare i snatch her mee loh.. den keep hiding here and there.. went up to times READ BOOKS! -.- dots... den desmond came.. after tt clare jasslynn and abby came.. sat at starbucks drink coffee.. play MAGIC.. -.- den went up to arcade.. left 2 coins.. so i went to catch soft toy.. with 1 catch,i caught a micky mouse but dear don like.. i sad.. was lucky cos hit FATE.. lol.. den went to dear house.. cooked spagetti.. bring down eat with jass and abby.. den we eat chips like picnic lohs.. den we share ghost story.. haha.. dear scare,asked me pei her go home slp.. so now i'm lying on her bed blogging,dono where e hell she go.. grrr.. hehe... HAPPY ENDING! :) but ltr need to wake up at abt 6am send dear go work.. :( go slp le.. BYE! ;) i HATE YOU LAH!!! :( ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: sometimes ur like a pig, sometimes ur like a dog ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: =/ ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: y pig y dog? ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: the way u slp like pig ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: den u sa jiao like a dog ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: ur face also like dog ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: HAHAH ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: my my my face LIKE DOG?! ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: i noe i slp like pig.. i admit ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: but but but... ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: MY FACE LOOK LIKE DOG?! ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: ya loh ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: duno why leh ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: den u gorila ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: grrr ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: fuck u ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: dog so cute ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: gorilla so kns ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: u can go and eat shit ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: cute meh? ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: i like dogs leh ★ - JingWen;; ♥ ? says: gorilla cute wad ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: ;/ ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: ass loh ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: tts why u always act as gorilla isit? u think like tt very CUTE isit ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: haha ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: NO LOH ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: deeeeee ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: u en gorila ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: den* ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: DON CARE ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: dog like very weird loh ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: grrr ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: i really look like dog mehs?! ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: got the doggy feeling ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: -.- ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: den ur finger short short like ethe paws ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: HUH!!! ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: den u always follow me here and there ma ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: now XIAN my fingers short le lahs! ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: erh. short and fat ba ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: den next time i don follow u lahs ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: i jian fei lahs ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: den u noe dogs always sniff one ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: WTH!!!!! ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: den rub their head against the owner ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: u always like tt wad ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: i noe i always sniff u bcos.... ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: NEVERMIND ★ - JingWen;; ♥ says: I'LL STOPPED DOING ALL... HURR! ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: not hurr ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: is WOOF ♪♫ Ъ∂bØöŁý♪♫ says: lol THIS KIND OF GF ALSO GOT LOH! angry lah! say me look like a DOG?!!!! don wan to talk to you! tml really don wan meet u le... HURR!! :( i was listening to song while i'm on the way home just now.. wanted to type it out for u but cant catch the lyrics.. i was just thinking of u.. laughing to myself.. ppl thought i sot.. but i felt so sweet when i think and see all our pictures.. 三个心愿 我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险 请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见 想要张开双手把你宝贝 想和你天天见面 想带你环游世界 我喜欢你爱逞强笨笨的笑脸 在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念 这个辽阔世界不够完美 但有了你在我身边什么都很ok 第一个心愿 为你把幸福堆积 天涯到海角 头发到呼吸 第二个心愿 给你最好的自己 再许个心愿 我的爱把你占领 为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪 好象有太多的事只能自己背 其实只要你说一句ok 现在就立刻马上变成你的superman 这世上最重要的不止是誓言 只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸 我会永远记得这个今天 还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪 saw ur blog.. is not just only today.. i'm sorry if today u are not in a gd mood.. i nv understand u.. i nv go think tt u are having so much problems now.. i oso got try to encourage u.. but wad i got in return? "ok.. :)" nvm.. and i just feel v fucked up with *him*.. i just hate to see his name.. i may be over sensitive.. but is another party will like tt feel de ah.. i care but i think u think tt i'm possesive.. but i'm not.. sometimes i really feel tt i love you more den myself.. wadever things happened ard me, u are the first 1 i thought of.. i treat u more impt den myself.. am i wrong to do so? i noe u must be thinking i still got my family ah, friends ah.. BUT THE FACT IS.. I TREAT U MORE IMPT DEN ANYONE! sometimes u just cant get into ur head! must find so many reasons to SHUT ME UP! if treating u impt is so wrong den tell me! i dono why,wadever i do always wrong.. i just so hate myself so much! i cried infront of u cos i really care so much.. i'm just afraid of losing u.. not i don trust u.. i noe u care.. but sometimes words do matters.. ur actions i can see.. i appreciate.. sometimes i told myself not to think so much,but... i just cant! i'm sorry if i always shout at u in public.. but i'm trying not to.. i'm really trying for you.... :'( I KNOW I'M A BASTARD!!! Tuesday, May 27, 2008 back to blogging again.. tired tired tired... summary all bahs... 23may.. wad did i do.. haha.. i dono leh.. i think ah.. eh.. still cant rmb.. lol.. onli noe this few days with ah dear onli.. before my chinese exam 25may sunday.. afternoon went to dear's house.. didnt study much.. stayed in living watched e charity show with dear and her grand ma.. something funny happened.. auntie cut some fruits let us eat.. den she took ah po's dentures out.. i was like.. er... i watched ah po put it into her mouth.. den dear looked at me very long.. den she say i laugh at ah po.. but i nv.. i just long time nv a old lady put the dentures in mahs.. den wan to see mahs.. x) den watched e show half way.. something dropped from the sofa.. i stunned.. den dear looked below, say i make spoilt e sofa... but e truth is i nv nv jump on it.. den dear keep say i die,make spoilt.. den end up she told me.. actually.. the sofa already spoilt!!!! GRRR! hate u lahs dear.. :( 26 may.. woke up at 645am.. very tired... but still have to drag myself to Damai Secondary for my Chinese Paper 1 & 2.. yawns.. bought noodle for breakfast.. and dear de chicken essence with ginseng.. OMG! so nan he.. -puke- but dear very caring lah.. thanks dear! ;) lol.. paper 1 bored, PAPER 2 ALMOST cannot finish.. but just nice.. den went home ard 1pm.. went down ubi to find dear cos she working there.. den went amk hub.. ate bah cho mee.. went arcade.. den NTUC.. den dear's house.. tired tired tired.. slp slp slp.. feeling so slpy recently.. can slp alot loh.. write till here bahs.. dear.. u.... i.... NEVER laugh at ur ah po hor! don accuse me.. hmph! x) Thursday, May 22, 2008 finally back to blogging again.. :) i'm at home now.. 17th May.. after work went hougang to meet dear angel clare and abby.. slack awhile den we went back to dear's house.. 18th May.. woke up abt noon.. feeling weak.. slightly fever.. dear took wet COLD towel to put it on my forehead.. DAMN cold lah.. den abt late afternoon went to hougang mall.. met abby and angel at mac.. angel brought her Twins.. both so look alight lah.. den we headed to NTUC to buy BBQ food.. den took cab to dear's house again cos forgot to take volka.. dots.. take le den take cab again go my house.. this time round i realli fall sick.. fever went up to 39.4 degree.. dear took wet towel to put on my head again, she take care of me.. :( 19th May.. woke up in e morning.. still feel very weak.. fever did not go away.. sigh.. prepared.. took cab down to east coast park.. although it seems like a short distance but to me i reali almost fainted.. reached there.. helped abby pitched e tent... i went in to slp after tt.. whole night i was in the tent slping.. dear whole night take care of me.. ;) this time round fever keep go up and down,maximum can up til 39.6 degree! did not ate much BBQ stuff.. onli bee hoon not even a full meal.. no appetitite.. :( tonned till morning, took cab back to dear's house.. slept till late afternoon.. dear cook porridge for me! :) 20th & 21st May.. stayed at dear's house for 2 days cos i'm sick.. didnt go out.. homely mood.. played maple whole night.. lol.. until just now i was preparing to go hm.. dear gave me a very STUPID suprise.. wad the hell.. in my life onli happened this 1 time... dear ah dear.. ur NEW nickname will nv be changed.. AH WU!~ Dear... thanks for taking care of me this few days.. xiin ku ni le.. :) i noe even when u are in slpy dreamy mood.. u can still dream of urself keep taking temperature for me.. u must be used to it by now.. haha.. u're e best dear! muacks! :) Thursday, May 15, 2008 back to blogging.. just came back frm work.. tired.. sent dear for interview before i go for work.. today at tpy.. open shop.. do stocks.. dear came.. ate lunch.. bought pasar malam food.. den sent dear to bus stop.. whole day keep eating non stop.. x) growing fatter and fatter le i guess.. >.< past few days spent all my time with dear.. ;) we start mapling.. haha.. kinda childish but is fun to train with dear.. haha.. trying not to blog so much.. cos tired.. :x chinese O levels paper are coming.. on 26th.. BOTH paper 1 & 2 lohs.. at Damai Secondary Sec.. dono whether can i make it or not.. at least get a B3 is my target bahs.. sometimes i keep thinking.. did i made e right decision.. study Olevels now,when i did not touch secondary subjects for 3 yrs.. i really afraid i cant make it.. sigh.. i will keep trying no matter wad.. trying to work hard for my goals.. :( dear.. 3 months le.. :) glad tt u are still by my side.. u're so sweet and dear to me.. i made e correct choice.. very thoughtful of u.. gave me suprises to brighten up my day.. a promise to u.. i love you whole heartedly... u're my only one.. muacks! :) i love my RETARDED ah dear! Sunday, May 11, 2008 :( sorry dear for misunderstood u.. i didnt realise u actually did SO much for me.. i'm sorry.. i really don mean wad i everytime said.. i just blurred out without thinking any consequences.. i did not control myself well... i will try as wad i told u.. i dono wad happened to me recently.. like something is missing,feel so stressed up.. like very burden.. maybe exams coming den i turned out like tt.. or maybe other things i dono.. :( i dont wan any quarrels anymore.. i will try to control my temper.. k? :( 亲爱的dear.. thanks for all the surprises u did for me.. i really appreciate and touched... i noe u did all this just for me to show me u care.. i cannot find another gd gf like you anymore.. u're really my life my soul.. without u i think i will be half dead.. ur actions although sometimes retarded but u're CUTE in e sense.. i love the way u are.. i don mind u been retarded.. its ok.. the picture tells u wad i've said.. x) ![]() 我的真心话 ... 你知不知道你有一种很可爱的独特..你傻傻的样子,那一秒突然爱上了你,爱上了你的笑容..我只要你开心多一点..只有你撒娇会让我微笑,虽然永远不太可能,但我只想照顾你,守护着你..不要你流泪,不要你心碎..你说你害怕因为受过伤,你不需要害怕,因为我不是他..我只有一个要求,就是要对你好..就算让我伤尽天理,我什么都愿意为你.因为爱来过,我不会轻易就放它走.只要跟你在一起就足够..因为我爱你,代表着我离不开你,我珍惜你.. 你是个大笨蛋! ![]() 开心! :) Friday, May 9, 2008 爱情玛琪朵 我知道你心里有个人 但谁是那个人 你总是笑着不承认 有时候真的很想问 想从你的眼神 知道我有没有份 是不是你心里的人 当然你不用明白承认 只要用你的眼神默认 我就可以再往前多近个几分 找个理由来等你从朋友变情人 其实我好几次想要开口对你说 爱情的滋味就好像玛琪朵 甜蜜的烙印在我心口 虽然他曾拉了你的手 只是摸摸你的头 激动却一直跟着我 雨刚下过 这一个夏天显得特别闷热 当你微笑看着我 那时候 世界突然间静止一分多钟 那一个moment怎么去形容 爱情就好像玛琪朵 so miss you.. Monday, May 5, 2008 so long nv blog le.. this blog going to rot if i continue nv post anything.. well i summarise everything.. haha! 1st May.. Labour Day.. morning quarrelled with dear.. drag abit of time.. den went out.. headed to East Coast Park to meet angel jasslynn clare and abby.. each of us rent a bicycle.. $5 only wor.. 1 hr free 1 hr.. :) cycled towards Bedok Jetty.. rather far but reach there to see sea.. lol.. took pictures oso.. :) Our BICYCLES!!! ![]() 1 FAMILY!! ![]() STUPID FACE OF US! ![]() me and dear.. ![]() me and Mummy! ![]() me and 2 gal gal.. ![]() ![]() at night we went Parkway Parade makan.. den both of us were tired so went home to slp.. middle of the night my stomach VERY pain.. Gastric came back to find me again.. :( 2nd May.. didn't work.. MC.. gastric worsen.. slpt till afternoon den went to see doctor.. den dear went my house stay.. watch DVDs.. haha.. 3rd May.. woke up around 2pm.. ate lunch.. went out abt 4pm.. went down to TPY to get pay.. den to dear's house to put things.. after tt went Tiong bahru.. on the way quarrelled with dear.. den headed to bugis.. ate dinner at V8 cafe.. after tt we went down Cine to meet Kel and Rachel.. went to Kbox.. sang till 3am like tt.. shared cab back.. 4th May.. woke up ard 1pm.. dear and me quarrelled again.. this time round quite serious.. all the way quarrelled.. sigh... dear ah dear.. u hor.. rmb wad i said ok.. i oso will rmb wad u said.. although sometimes u reali very retarded in ur actions but i noe u noe wad i'm trying to say.. hope no more quarrels le hor.. love you lah.. :) went Bugis.. we withdraw money first.. den bought bread at fei cui.. 2 box takopachi and a bubble tea! sat our bugis Junction eat.. went to bugis street but nth to buy! headed back to Junction.. went EDC but don have dear de CLUTCH.. den we went Arcade.. i catch a pooh bear for dear.. den played bball machine.. haha.. thirsty.. went to MOS to buy water.. bought peach tea and ichigo Bliss for dear.. :) went up to level 3 walk walk.. walked in to GIFT a NAME shop.. bought things abt $42 dollars.. all Winnie e Pooh things for dear dear.. haha.. walked in to Precious Thots.. finally bought dear want de crystal ball with slide and tortise de.. ![]() den we go smoked den took bus back to dear's house.. went to ECON buy tibits.. bought Jelly biscuits cup noodle and chips.. dear now playing DS.. stupid DS.. hmph! X) yeah! tml go cut hair le!! dear dear pei me go! :) |